bad dreams

My High School Friend did make it in this weekend and we had a lot of fun. They left this morning and I went back to bed and had a 3-hour nightmare. It basically boiled down to the conclusion that I would be a lonely unloved cat lady--sans cats due to my own allergies. And the sex and the city girls were there and a blog (a video blog) was prominently featured. I think the worst part was that T and E's new girlfriend were best friends. Awful stuff.

I really don't know what I'm doing in my life. I think the real reason I got so upset at my co-worker is that I'm jealous of the action she's taking. Disastrous or not, she's doing something.