Dogs and Tricks

T is depressed because there is no one to drive him to the dentist tomorrow. He's realized (again) that he lives in TN when most of his friends have moved, that he works out of his house and hates his job. I (again) feel bad about this. Then I (again) think: well, T, you could live in New York.

When T and I broke up, I was forced to realize he was very unhappy, and that no matter what I did, or where I was, he would be unhappy. I learned that it was up to him to fix that problem. I think that that (coupled with my tendency toward complete selfishness) is why I never seriously considered moving to him.

I love him more than anything.