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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Rules of Engagement

I met someone on Saturday at a bar that I have the potential to actually like. Since this is rare, I now want the boy to call me. NOW. Nooooooooooooooooooooooow. now.

However, since I am not the master of the universe, I'm not sure how to get this desired result. I could call him. However, I only have his number because he called me to make sure I had my phone... So on top of my much preferring for him to call me, if I called him I would also have to acknowledge that I was using my mad-girl-skillz to even have his number.

Look he was tall, cute, has his own place, good job etc. Etc means he has a big dick.

So I did slightly more than just kiss him... I kissed him and rolled around on a bed with him and know that he has a big dick.

I'm going to give him time. One shouldn't rush a man with a big dick--I think I read that somewhere.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

List Mania

Things I love:
The conversation I had with my mom tonight
my Granny
my Dad
my Mom

Things I hate:
not getting enough sleep
not being able to help people get what they want
being alone

I don't know if I told you but I'm now officially official at my new job that gives me time to think again. I'm thinking that I need to do something creative. I have to communicate--be known, accepted, heard, understood. I think it's time to write. Like, for real write. I promised myself I would finish a play in the month of February.

I'm really scared that it will be awful.

And I'm going to write it anyway.